I wish I never had to see Lilahs fathers stupid face ever again.
If me and him lived on two totally different continents and never spoke again id be happy for me. Not so much for Lilah though. She needs her dad and thats why i just grin and bear it. She has to see him and be around him therefore i have to see him and be around him. When I was pregnant I told my self if God forbid anything went hay wire with the pregnancy that I would never talk to him again. Obviously I am happy that that didnt happen. But all this crap and drama is so tiring. He read this blog and he said that I “assassinate” his character… Seriously? I assassinate your character? NO YOU do that on your own. ASSHOLE. Ugh.
Even when we were on “good terms” I knew that i was being spoken badly about.. As usual because i am the villain always. I wish i could say I hate him but i dont think i could because of my beautiful blessing of a daughter.
Lilah is sick :(
And I kind of feel like its my fault /:
The weather has been so unpredictable and when it’s warm out its very hot in my house. I had a fan going in her room and I think that during her nap two days ago and I think it got to chilly. I thought of turning it off but didn’t want to disturb her rest. Yesterday she got a pretty stuffy nose and is having a very hard time sleeping in her crib. We barely slept last night and than she ended up falling asleep next to me on the couch. She never sleeps with me. Only when she’s not feeling well. Her nose is so stuffy I feel so terrible.
Luckily while I was writing this she fell asleep in my arms in the rocking chair and I put her down and SUCESS! Hopefully for the night :).. Hope she wakes up feeling 10 times better. I will be out on Saturday and Sunday and I’m hoping she doesn’t give my mother a hard time because than she will never babysit! Lol.
God please make my baby girl feel better!!!
My baby girls hair is getting longer and longer :) can’t wait until I can style it more!!
Her pictures sure are cute though aren’t they?
Lilah had an in home photography sitting last month. It was really convenient and the photographer was great…. But I wasn’t so happy when they showed me the pictures over the phone through their computer in some website that allows me to see their computer. It’s like her pictures were held hostage. The prices were Ridiculous. 400+. I do not recommend our 365 if you are looking to buy multiple picture packages. I did buy one with the photographer for 88 for him to come in every year on her birthday till she’s 3 to take pics which I can only pick one of because after seeing those prices I refuse to even think about the other packages. Such a shame.
I really dont believe in telling children to “grow up” .. Because they grow up so quickly.. Kids want to be “grown up” for all of their childhoods and some just dont realize how good they have it till its gone. Childhood should be cherished and unrushed. But you better believe if i ever hear my daughter or little brother (Im having a little brother!!!!! My moms due in October! Crazy!) say something so idiotic like my previous post im going to give them an ear full.
the-unpopular-opinions:
A human being grows inside of you….and you push it out of your genitals: that’s just nasty.
WTF?! This person must be 12.. Not only is childbirth natural its BEAUTIFUL. There might be some not so nice imagery buttt its still a beautiful and natural thing. GROW UP.
babyy-turtle-takes-the-world:
I need one of these!
The sidewalks around here def arent paved nicely.. It would be a terrible ride but this is greattt haha
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